November 2011
19 posts
i have to tell him the truth about what i need and im afraid this will be over before it even got started. But in the end im worth it and he’s worth the risk of seeing me for who i really am and need. I already feel for the kid now its just a matter of..is this real life or just something to do to pass the time….
Is it really possible for me to love him only after knowing him for a month? He makes me soo happy and i believe that he is someone i can work through life with…but only time will tell… I hope this is real life because i dont want to wake up if it isnt.
Haitian
woah….i never knew…not to say they are all the same. But this one, smh, woah…I hope to God this is real life because my mind is blow and im excited to see whats to come.
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Think about what you just said...
I'm not easily offended... yet...
i forgot how hard it is to be alive sometimes…living in a constant state of being invisible is exhausting…sometimes being with the monster you know will hurt you is better then waiting for a man you arent sure even exist. smh
Its been sometime now and it seems like everytime you come across my mind God sends something to erase you…to delete whatever impact you may have been attempting to have on me. I am grateful for the distractions during this hard time. Im learning there are others like me….Im not as strange as you made me out to be. And if indeed i am there are others who think i am perfectly fine the...
The Past
I went to a club last night…Dancing with my homies having a great time when all of a sudden my ex starts creeping into my head. Its funny how the moment I decide to be kind to myself and have some fun negativity tries to zap my fun away…Today started right on the tail of last night. But i am grateful that God has given me friends who can speak the truth to me.Who love me for me and who...
